Well, I know I never keep these things. But, this is going to be my new years resolution.. to keep a journal for more than 2 weeks. I know I haven't been talking much, but these have been hard lately. First of all, I get my surgery in 11 days which would be January 20, also my brother's birthday. It sucks, but he says he's not upset and all.. but I know he is. I'm getting surgery on my knee, because as of right now.. I can't play any sports or pretty much do anything. I'm nervous, but then again I'm glad.
   Things haven't really been going that well for me. New years day, my mom's best friend Ann came up with her husband and 3 kids. Well, I haven't seen her in about 4-6 years. It's been tough, because she's got cancer. It's clearing up.. but she's still got it. She's like my big sister/aunt/best friend, and I love her to death. She lives in South Carolina and I probably won't see her again until maybe Spring Break, or over the summer when we go down there and then to Florida. And, a few days ago, Dustin and I are no longer "together." Even though we weren't dating.. it still felt like it. But, I never saw him. So, we just figured friends would be better, it still hurt me a lot because I still love him, but it works out better this way.
   Well, right now I'm really up to nothing. Everyone in highschool has got finals.. and they all are studying.. I guess I should be looking forward to that next year! :( So, I really haven't gotten to see them that much this weekend! I was hoping to see Nick either last night or today. But, yet of course he's working, and Bret lives about a half an hour away. I frankly don't feel like driving up there for a half an hour, stay about 3 hours then drive back. I'll do that on a Saturday, but not a Sunday. Speaking of Bret, Friday night I could have seen him at the Avenue.. but no one would go with me. So instead, I went to the movies with Bobby, Abbie, Kristen, Justin, Mandy, Karen, Brittany, and Jennifer. We saw "White Noise".. I advise you to see that if you are a good sleeper and do not get nightmares lol. It's an awesome movie!

   Well, I guess I'll explain the title of my blog. "I Love My 12 AM Phone Calls.." Friday night, I called Bret after I got out of the movies, he didn't answer his cell so I left a message. He called me back at about 11:30 while he's driving back home to his sister's house I think in Troy or something. I have no clue. So, I was talking to him about stupid and ridiculous but hilarious stories! Man, I had a blast talking to him! He's so awesome. Haha.. I love that kid. Then he pulls up to a V.I.P. tour bus on the highway while he's driving home. This kid I may remind you, is multi-talented! He was talking to me on the cell phone, trying to steer the wheele while driving and trying to watch the movie on the bus! Haha, I swear he's such a dork... But he always makes me laugh!

   Concluding my blog today, I went to Kroger's and did nothing else. I'm probably gonna stay home the rest of the day and sleep or clean. If Nick calls me, I'll most likely do something with him! But, that depends on when he gets home from work. Man, I would love to see him today! Well.. I'm gonna go!

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